miércoles, 26 de noviembre de 2008

I know


I know you aren’t a bad person… you can’t be… when I see your eyes, I see a trace of what you were. A trace of that girl that wanted to take the world by storm… that was a dreamer, that wouldn’t take no for an answer… as the years go by I’ve seen that beautiful little girl turn into a beautiful woman, but your brightness has fade away… your lies trapped you in a world parallel to mine. I see the same girl… but I don’t feel you the same.

I want to believe that everything will be okay… I want to look in your eyes and believe every word you tell me, every whisper that comes out of your mouth. I want to see that little girl once again… I want to go to the park and play ball, I want to make a movie night every Friday, and go out and eat ice cream just ‘cause it’s a really hot day. I want to go back to the day I told you that friends don’t lie to each other, because lies are for strangers… I would rather suffer with the truth, than living happy with lies.

I just want to go back in time when everything was simple… when we knew what we were going to do each morning and nights… be together. I want to believe that the girl its inside somewhere… hidden from the world… too scared to confront the world. I don’t remember what happen to you... What made that tick wall that doesn’t let you shine???

I know you aren’t a bad person… you do good… you bring everything good that resides in me… with you I feel like anything it’s possible… but you also bring a dark side that I never imagine I had. You have the power to make people love you and want to be with you… so don’t ever think you are a bad person… take it like this… maybe it’s time too look inside of you and rescue that little girl that its anxiously waiting for you, and show everyone that you’re back, to repair all the damage that was done and ready to let things go…

JRF
11/25/2008